Tuesday, October 21, 2008

why are you doing this to me, am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?

so i have been feeling a little sacado de la onda lately. i have been kayaking with some friends, and it really helped, i felt rejuvenated and happy. came back to work and things just didn't seem to keep up. it is always hard when you realize that people don't see you or think about you the way that you think they do, and harder when you realize that you're not the kind of person that you thought that you were...

3 comments:

emily said...

seems you and i are on the same wavelength this morning...

even just the tiniest portion of your little world, when it's turned inside out, will make you feel sick sooner or later.

the question is, is it worth it to try to turn it back right side out, the way you thought it was, or at least the way you wanted it to be?

Ben Cluff said...

Thanks for running to my classes for me. I owe you some good meals not made at restaurants, or some cool movie nights. I'm still feeling very weak and funky. Did I tell you I blacked out?

Vanessa Swenson said...

amigão! o que está acontecendo aí. obviamente precisamos bagunçar, talvez com uma feijoadinha, né?